When a hero loses

I felt like dying when GM Wesley So lost against GM Eltaj Safarli in Round 5 of the ongoing Aeoroflot Open 2009.

The pain was simply unbearable.

I don't know. I just don't know.

I hate the whole world. I hate everybody.

I don't know. I just don't know.

I just hate seeing my hero lose a fight.

Label me anyway you want. Oh shit! Label me anyway you want.

I just hate it.

Ahhhh . . . that 5th round loss will surely deprive me of sanity for a number of fucking days.